I think Nothing but lots of things in my mind &heart

I don't know what happen to me recently. I'm out of focus sometimes. Sometimes I let myself thinking too much...I'm thinking about a lot of things including the unnecessary things. :-(

Sometimes i felt too much depressed... Sometimes I felt so lonely...

Stupid me. Sometimes i felt annoyed and sad for no reason. I think I'm just too lonely

I need some time alone to make myself feel lively back. I know nobody can understand me

And I have know one to share what I think….

Sometimes I think I’m so unlucky that’s why no one want to stay with meL

Maybe I don’t deserve anyone ,anything….

Sometimes I think I’m just doing formality to live a life.. really I don’t want to live any more L

I try to amuse myself by doing things that I love... I'm spending times making vedios of images,and it make me happy for just a while…. And also a little bit busy for sometime….

Maybe someday also came when I really enjoy my life ….not doing formality that I’m enjoying my life in front of others…..