My life is more complicated then a maze seems simple but inside it's a code that cannot be decoded...





Monday, April 4, 2011

TEARS

WHEN THE EYES ARE WET
SOME THINK IT JUST A DROP OF WATER
SOME THINKS ITS A PAIN
SOME THINK IT MAYBE HIS/HER FAULT
BUT NO ONE KNOW WHAT EXACTLY IT WAS
VERY FEW PEOPLE VALUES THESE TEARS
WHO LOVES YOU MOST KNOW
THE VALUE OF EVERY OF TEARS
WHO CARES FOR YOU KNOW THAT
EVERY TIME WE PREFER TO HIDE IT FROM OTHERS
BUT THE TRUE ONE SEE EVEN THE HIDE ONES
VALUE EVERY DROP OF TEARS
BECAUSE THERE ARE SOME PAIN BEHIND THIS
DON'T MAKE FUN OF IT
BECAUSE IT INCREASES THE PAIN
EVERY DROP OF TEAR WANT TO SAY SOMETHING
BUT EVERYONE CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT
ONLY THE TRUE ONE KNOW THE VALUE


Sunday, March 27, 2011

You're gone....

We haven't spoken in 2 months - maybe the longest we have gone since we first met each other. I always want to call you, to email you, to message you, but it was useless. You are better off - in your new life on the other side of the world . you don't need me anymore. We weren't good friends to each other, we weren't good lovers to each other. We are better off apart.

Or, at least, that's what I keep telling myself. And, to be honest, I am sick of it. I am in love with you. Head over heels in love. You are the last thing I think about when I go to bed at night and the first thing I think about when I wake up in the morning. And while I'm sleeping? You're there too - in my dreams. I am petrified of telling you because I know there is no way that we can ever be together. You're gone.....

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

MAYBE.......




MAYBE I DON'T DESERVE YOU
MAYBE I'M NOT PERFECT FOR YOU
MAYBE I'M NOT IN THE WAY OF YOUR DESTINY
MAYBE YOU DON'T WANT ME
MAYBE I'M NOT YOURS
BUT I WANT YOU TO BE MY DESTINY
YOU ARE PERFECT FOR ME
BUT EVERYTHING DEPENDS UPON 'MAYBE'
IS THERE ANY RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN MAYBE & REALITY?
REALLY I DON'T DESERVE YOU?
YOU ARE NOT MADE FOR ME?
YOU ARE THE HOPE FOR ME TO LIVE MY LIFE
BUT MAYBE I'M NOT YOUR HOPE
MAYBE GOD DECIDED YOU ARE NOT FOR ME
THATS WHY I DON'T EVER HAVE YOU
BUT STILL THERE IS A HOPE IN MY HEART
MAYBE YOU ARE WITH ME
MAYBE I DESERVE YOU
MAYBE I'M NOT PERFECT FOR YOU
BUT STILL YOU WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE

Thursday, March 17, 2011

I WANT YOU

I want to

See your smile every morning

Kiss you whenever I want

Hug you anytime when I want


I want to

See you every night till I close my eyes

Put my head on your arm when going to sleep

Put myself in your arms whenever I want


I want to

Feel you in my every breath

Holds your hand anytime

Lost myself within you


I want to

Say how much I love you

And I never want to lose you

Even I donot want to think live without you


I just want to say

I want you everytime

I cannot live without you

I am incomplete without you



Tuesday, March 15, 2011

In The World.. You are Somebody..But to me.... You are my World

Recently there is so many things which are crossing in my mind...
And i don't know about it why simple things can also make me sad..
and its result is falling of tears from my eyes..
I'm thinking too much about the seperated people
maybe this is the reason behind this..
i don't know why should i think about these people
if they don't think about me...
I'm thinking too much ...:(
n i miss only one person that is you
I know i was being rude all the time :(
I burden you most of the time
You always said puja don't think about yourself only..
Ya you were right maybe I'm SELFISH
I hate myself for being self centred..
I'm so SORRY dear..
Every night as I go to sleep , I'm starting to miss you very much..
and I feel so guilty for being Selfish..
I never prove you how much I Love you
Is it necessary to prove???
From last few days you are ignoring me..
maybe you are not but i feel
i hope i was wrong
i tried so many times to talk with you
but you never respond :(
and always give the reason I'm too busy in work
I havn't any time...
I'm feeling so bad when I miss u
bcoz when I need you the most you never remain with me
I hope for the best
everything gonna be all right very soon :)

Sunday, March 13, 2011

PROPOSAL





NOBODY KNOWS WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU
BUT ME...
NOBODY WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH
BUT ME....
I KNOW I DON'T HAVE MUCH TO OFFER YOU
BUT JUST A HEART
THAT HAS SURVIVED
THROUGH SOME OF THE TOUGHEST TIME
YOU AND ME ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER
EVEN THE TOUGH TIMES
BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY PEOPLE JEALOUS
TILL I MET YOU
I MAYBE THE POOREST PERSON ALIVE
BUT I SAY I'M RICH
RICH OF LOVE...
MY LOVE IS PURE...
UNIQUE....
I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY
BUT I DO LOVE YOU
THESE SIMPLE WORDS ARE NOTHING MORE
BUT JUST A PROPOSAL...
"WILL YOU MARRY ME"!!!!!



Saturday, March 12, 2011

YOU.....




You make the winter seems like spring
You are the peace within my soul
You are my warmth when the sky grows cold
Your heart is my pillow in night
Your arms enfold me until early light
Your breathing is music for my ears
You are always remain within me
You are always closed to me
Thanks you for ocean of love that you give me everyday

Friday, March 11, 2011

Frustrated

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I keep on posting on my blog. and guess what? bcoz i'm so lonely damn... i haven't anybody to talk with me. even i have no one to understand me.:( everybody seems to be busy in their own lyf. I haven't any one to listen me :( what is in my mind....

i haven't anyone who understands me except you.. but you are also too busy in ur work.... you havn't any time to spend with me.. i wonder you can't even 1 minute to spend with me n say good night to me..:'(

I know u r too busy :( still I wait late night for a single text from u but seems like it never appear :(.. many things are going in my mind but i can't it to tell with anyone except you..:(

I have many things in my heart bcoz you are also not here to listen it..:(
God know everything what is in my heart... really i'm frustrated by these thing :(
but what should i do i don't know :(

i waited for ur response but u can't speak even a single word.... this is so hurting for me :( I know u have lots of reason for that... but i really want a response from u...I don't know what was in ur mind....But its okey.. take care of urself it was enough for me ..:)




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Thursday, March 10, 2011

Everyone says Love Hurts

everyone says Love Hurts


is it really???


no it isn't


pain hurts


loosing of someone hurts


the loneliness hurts


the scattered dreams hurts


love doesn't really hurts


it teaches we can't live without someone whom we love


it shows the importance of someone in our life


so love doesn't hurts


what is hurts is the thing which are related with that


n when it goes away from us

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

You did not know


I never expressed my words

You never understand my silence

You did not even try to understand it

Really it was hurting for me

You see smile on my face

But you wonot see the tears

Behind my every smile

You think I am happy

But you did not realize the pain

You always think I am strong

But you never feel I am not

I am crying behind you

You did not try to know about it

I am empty within myself

But you did not know about this

You always care for me

But why it shouldn’t realize you

I always need you

But you did not know

I am crying all night

Because I miss you lot

But why you shouldn’t know it?