Wo chand ki roshni me akele baithna mera..

Wo chand ki roshni me akele baithna mera;

Wo thandi hawawon ka chu jana;

Ek ehsas man me jaga jana;

Akele nahi hum chand bhi to akela hai;

Par lakho taron ne usko ghera hai;

Hum to tanaha hi hai bas usko dekhte hai;

Wo chand ka badali me chup jana;

Jaise mujhko tanaha chod jana;

Dono karte baten phir bhi tanaha lagana;

Phir tanaha beithe ye sochna;

Tum aaoge meri zindagi me;

Dono beithege is chand ki roshni me;

Kuch palon me hi kat jati hain raten;

Sapne bunte-bunte ho jati hain subahen;

Phir akele rah jate hain bas umeed banaye;

Phir aayega wo chand phir dikhayega sapne;

Par apne jate hi sapno ko bhi saath le jaye;

Wo hawaon ka jhoka jaise kah rahe hain;

Hum hai tere saath tu kyo iske saath rahe;

Unke aane se lagta hai mano sandesha laye;

Ye bhi khali aaye bas ehsas man me jagaye;

Chand hawaye koi na saath deta zindagi me;

Sapne sabhi dikhate hai par koi na inko kare pure;

Tum agar hote hamare pas to ye rahte na adhure;

Tumhare bare me hi to ye mera man hardam soche;

Tum kya jano is chand ne bhi kitne dhokhe diye;

Kitni hi baar tumhari tarah humko tanaha chode;

Wo chand……………………………………………………………..

TEARS

WHEN THE EYES ARE WET
SOME THINK IT JUST A DROP OF WATER
SOME THINKS ITS A PAIN
SOME THINK IT MAYBE HIS/HER FAULT
BUT NO ONE KNOW WHAT EXACTLY IT WAS
VERY FEW PEOPLE VALUES THESE TEARS
WHO LOVES YOU MOST KNOW
THE VALUE OF EVERY OF TEARS
WHO CARES FOR YOU KNOW THAT
EVERY TIME WE PREFER TO HIDE IT FROM OTHERS
BUT THE TRUE ONE SEE EVEN THE HIDE ONES
VALUE EVERY DROP OF TEARS
BECAUSE THERE ARE SOME PAIN BEHIND THIS
DON'T MAKE FUN OF IT
BECAUSE IT INCREASES THE PAIN
EVERY DROP OF TEAR WANT TO SAY SOMETHING
BUT EVERYONE CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT
ONLY THE TRUE ONE KNOW THE VALUE

You're gone....

We haven't spoken in 2 months - maybe the longest we have gone since we first met each other. I always want to call you, to email you, to message you, but it was useless. You are better off - in your new life on the other side of the world . you don't need me anymore. We weren't good friends to each other, we weren't good lovers to each other. We are better off apart.

Or, at least, that's what I keep telling myself. And, to be honest, I am sick of it. I am in love with you. Head over heels in love. You are the last thing I think about when I go to bed at night and the first thing I think about when I wake up in the morning. And while I'm sleeping? You're there too - in my dreams. I am petrified of telling you because I know there is no way that we can ever be together. You're gone.....

MAYBE.......

MAYBE I DON'T DESERVE YOU
MAYBE I'M NOT PERFECT FOR YOU
MAYBE I'M NOT IN THE WAY OF YOUR DESTINY
MAYBE YOU DON'T WANT ME
MAYBE I'M NOT YOURS
BUT I WANT YOU TO BE MY DESTINY
YOU ARE PERFECT FOR ME
BUT EVERYTHING DEPENDS UPON 'MAYBE'
IS THERE ANY RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN MAYBE & REALITY?
REALLY I DON'T DESERVE YOU?
YOU ARE NOT MADE FOR ME?
YOU ARE THE HOPE FOR ME TO LIVE MY LIFE
BUT MAYBE I'M NOT YOUR HOPE
MAYBE GOD DECIDED YOU ARE NOT FOR ME
THATS WHY I DON'T EVER HAVE YOU
BUT STILL THERE IS A HOPE IN MY HEART
MAYBE YOU ARE WITH ME
MAYBE I DESERVE YOU
MAYBE I'M NOT PERFECT FOR YOU
BUT STILL YOU WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE

I WANT YOU

I want to

See your smile every morning

Kiss you whenever I want

Hug you anytime when I want

I want to

See you every night till I close my eyes

Put my head on your arm when going to sleep

Put myself in your arms whenever I want

I want to

Feel you in my every breath

Holds your hand anytime

Lost myself within you

I want to

Say how much I love you

And I never want to lose you

Even I donot want to think live without you

I just want to say

I want you everytime

I cannot live without you

I am incomplete without you

In The World.. You are Somebody..But to me.... You are my World

Recently there is so many things which are crossing in my mind...
And i don't know about it why simple things can also make me sad..
and its result is falling of tears from my eyes..
I'm thinking too much about the seperated people
maybe this is the reason behind this..
i don't know why should i think about these people
if they don't think about me...
I'm thinking too much ...:(
n i miss only one person that is you
I know i was being rude all the time :(
I burden you most of the time
You always said puja don't think about yourself only..
Ya you were right maybe I'm SELFISH
I hate myself for being self centred..
I'm so SORRY dear..
Every night as I go to sleep , I'm starting to miss you very much..
and I feel so guilty for being Selfish..
I never prove you how much I Love you
Is it necessary to prove???
From last few days you are ignoring me..
maybe you are not but i feel
i hope i was wrong
i tried so many times to talk with you
but you never respond :(
and always give the reason I'm too busy in work
I havn't any time...
I'm feeling so bad when I miss u
bcoz when I need you the most you never remain with me
I hope for the best
everything gonna be all right very soon :)